sick

So sick... of shit... Really. I'm sick of worrying about the loss of electricity in my home...  So I have lost electricity in this house twice in the past year, and all I think of is how many times I spent winters without heat... frozen clothes without a coat... I want to be better than my parents ... but I have clearly failed if I can't keep the electricity on...but have I failed?  
Wounded by words of ones I love... reminding me of why I refrain from making friends...
people you hold dear can hurt you intensely...

on the precipice of failure, it kills to rent asunder as such...

Things you can see...

So, it has been a while since I even thought to look at this blog.  It is still here.  huh... I guess I expected that.  I can also see that when I am not posting, no one reads.  Huh, no surprise there as well.  So here is a quick post for you to read something.  As well, if you follow my works at all, I have a new children's book out and you can check it out here! 

That being said, I am off (once again I will write this) to get some work done.