So sick... of shit... Really. I'm sick of worrying about the loss of electricity in my home... So I have lost electricity in this house twice in the past year, and all I think of is how many times I spent winters without heat... frozen clothes without a coat... I want to be better than my parents ... but I have clearly failed if I can't keep the electricity on...but have I failed?
Wounded by words of ones I love... reminding me of why I refrain from making friends...
people you hold dear can hurt you intensely...
on the precipice of failure, it kills to rent asunder as such...
