groan...

So, I have but about five chapters left to go... any bets on how long it will take? and I have to write another editorial piece... will be most merry.... So, who have you wished dead today?

sooooooo....

another day. another dollar... or about 76 cents after taxes... and then about 50 after child support... then there is rent and bills leaving you with 1 penny to go out and have a good time on. yeah... this is what it's really like.

lovely...

You know, I love where I work. Not a bad place... Great boss. Good drinks. Great atmosphere. And to top it all off, there is Kyle pissing off snobby bitches who think they are all that and a bag of chips. What really makes me laugh is that she is not only going to vote for Bush again, she is actually part of some young republican group that is helping him try to get back into office. I really hope that he either looses this election, or someone assassinates him quickly if he makes it.

why is it?

So it seems that I just can not have a full night's rest. I get home tonight late and have to wash laundry just so I can have clothes to work in tomorrow. This is irritating. Close tonight, open and work all day tomorrow. and to make it worse, I am missing my Koibito. oh well. i'll survive for some reason. meanwhile, lets see how much of this chapter I can get done in an hour...

pleasant surprises

You know how nice it is to get a pleasant surprise when you really didn't expect it? very nice, indeed. Now, I must write before I have to work tonight.

priceless...

I have to say that I love this week's editorial thing. It's good and says a lot. okay, well aside from the most incredible weekend of my life, there is little more that i can say freely here. Oh god was this a great weekend. Sadly, I will have to wait for too long for another weekend like this. hmmmm.....

called into work...

and it sucked. I hate that. I got a call that they needed someone to do a job I hate, but they asked nicely and promised to let me go as soon as they could. I got finished around 9 something. Oh well, it's money. so now I am just baking a potato and getting a few more words written before my weekend. chow.

blah, blah, blah

So I went and saw Epsilon last night. Excelent show! And then my car gave me trouble the whole way home. You know, I bought a new car so that I could avoid having to deal with it breaking down. Oh well. This kinda makes sense in my life, I suppose.
wow, that worked. okay, well, today I get to be a show and tell for my daughter in a few hours. meanwhile, I am trying to get some stuff caught up. I need to finish a chapter, I already wrote a new editorial thing. I may upload it this week, who knows. What else do I need to get done? Too much. I still haven't mowed my lawn. Oh well. It's going to stop growing soon, right? Sure. I'm going to update my visuals page. Maybe put on a new pic or two for any interested. I just want to keep the site interesting. Well, I should be going here. I need to clean the kitchen today as well as make a hundred phone calls. But only one will be important if I get to make it.

evil is catching

it feels good to know that I am not the only evil person in the world. okay, gonna eat so I can go see epsilon tonight.

ooo, yeah, hurt.

you ever do an activity you haven't done in ages? and afterwards, you are so happy you got to do it again. And then, a few days later, you realize that you used muscles that have not been used as such for ages, and you're really sore? Yeah, kinda like that. but it's always worth it. Oh yeah.

oh so tired

long, but amazing weekend. i wish I could go on and on about it, but sometimes it is best not to brag lest people hear. Let me see what could possibly be worth mentioning that I can mention... Well, I have just finished my four days strait of not being home. Funny thing is that I have been home to sleep and not much else. in other news, I am planning to have my book out in about 6-8 months from now. we'll see how that pans out. for now, I need to get some shit done.

wow, that was a weekend

and the title says it all. I have to say that I have never had such an evilishly good times as this weekend. Oh yeah, I'm on my way to hell if there would be such a place. But you know what Oscar Wilde says? "The only way to be rid of temptation is to give into it."

making hard boiled eggs

I love eggs, but I hate cleaning pans, making toast, and so on every morning. So I be making hard boiled eggs. Ahhh, ways to make it simple. Okay, well, lets see what else. Finished a chapter in one day yesterday. Nice deal, eh? Made me happy. Maybe I'll get another in before friday. Oh yeah, productivity.

soo much shit to do

it's like I need another me just to keep up now a days. I'm working, and when I'm not there, I'm at faire, and if I happen to not be at either, I am cleaning house, running laundry, or trying to get the lawn mowed when it's not raining. Life is just too busy. Not to mention that I have yet to get started with my Halloween decoration, and I need to get a show set up for the Creeo show at Bube's. And on top of that, I am trying to write this book and get it finished so I can start on one I need to write. i have 2 hours before bed, so I wonder what all I can finish by then... and finish this movie as well... we'll see.

tired of doing nothing

need to write a lot in the next week. I wanna get this book I'm writing finished so I can do another one I'm dying to get started on.

short days...

You know, after a weekend of the faire, it is really nice to have a nice, easy, and short lunch shift at work. I just picked up the premier album of Eisbrecher. German industrial. Almost a halfway between KMFDM and Rammstein. Very nice, and Leanore digs it. I also picked up the Avenue Q soundtrack last week and it has been in full rotation since. Very nice. Okay, time to get some work done around here. I have laundry, dishes, writing, and so on. chow.

Sorry...

I tried to stay up past 10 pm last night and failed. I needed sleep, so I'm updating the page this morning. maybe I'll get it done before anyone checks it out. okay... off to update before I have to get Leanore up.

pain

I am in so much pain. My feet, by head... and other things I will just keep to myself.

sad and dissapointment

Well, as with most things, there comes a time to ask a strait out question. Again I find myself getting the answer I want, and yet fear to hear. oh well.

Useless people

So I was mowing my lawn when my neighbor comes up sweeping her sidewalk since she just mowed her lawn. She begins to talk to me about how she wanted to get the lawn mowed before it would rain... because it will likely rain for three days... and the grass will get really long if she would wait until after it rains... so she wanted to be sure to mow before it rains... and so on. This conversation wasted ten minutes of my life. I just wish I could pull out a gun and shoot her there and now just to remove her from the gene pool. You know her kids will be as stupid. and some day, it's likely that her offspring will stop their neighbor and talk about mowing the lawn before it rains... because then the grass will be so long after it rains........

3 days...

I have just completed my three day stint at the Faire. long weekend, but fun. Lots of fun. Maybe too much. No, maybe next week will be too much. Oh yeah!

not feeling well...

SO I went to work and worked my lunch shift. It was slow, and I was thankful because I felt like shit. still do. I think I may try to eat something soon. You know, there is this fine line from nausea to hunger, and I think I am crossing over. well, need to add quotes to Kyle's page, and then off to play with Leanore for a bit.

feet and shit.

I am sooo tired. My feet hurt, and I realized that I won't be able to sleep in for months between the faire and getting my daughter ready for school. Oh well. I guess I'll survive, but I did want to complain. okay, done with that. I need to get some writing done. Until next post...