Obsessions...

So, I said fuck you, and did you care? Most wouldn't. Thinking about having a few drinks before work, but I'm actually trying to be better to myself... and I need to make my beer last for 2 weeks... So I have to say that every day I have become more and more pissed about shit! I'm actually pissed at a certain group that I'll smile to and pretend I am all happy with and shit... And who knows who it was who actually said the things that have me pissed... makes me wonder. To top it off, I feel like I've become obsessed with a person who I may be rather pissed at as well... I keep waking with her in my head... there really is no fucking point to it... no use....