it's not writer's block...

I need to make some tea... no reason... just feel like a cup of tea.

I've been in this rut where I would rather watch porn that do any work.  I suppose this is probably just a natural reaction to life.  I mean, how many people try to learn guitar or drums so they don't have to work for the rest of their lives.  Not that being in a band isn't a fair amount of work at times.  Or it  could mean no work, but that really gets you nowhere.

And that's really about how everything is.  I would love to just not work, but unfortunately I need to do a fair amount of work first before I can just not work.  I need to get something big going in motion to be my money maker before I can sit back and enjoy the money.  Sadly, as I sit here writing this, I can't help but think about how much I would just love to pour a drink for myself and watch porn...

guess I should get work done...