whatever....

time to rethink shit.... still pissed... not happy... started a new therapy... se where it goes.

gonna remain calm....

and not kill anyone... actually, yesterday was a bit on the productive side, so I feel kinda okay...

too tired

just a quick "fuck off" tonight... i'm tired...

Obsessions...

So, I said fuck you, and did you care? Most wouldn't. Thinking about having a few drinks before work, but I'm actually trying to be better to myself... and I need to make my beer last for 2 weeks... So I have to say that every day I have become more and more pissed about shit! I'm actually pissed at a certain group that I'll smile to and pretend I am all happy with and shit... And who knows who it was who actually said the things that have me pissed... makes me wonder. To top it off, I feel like I've become obsessed with a person who I may be rather pissed at as well... I keep waking with her in my head... there really is no fucking point to it... no use....

Fuck you's seem to be in order...

So it seems that people just have no idea of what it means to hurt a person! You ever been told something to your face, and then find out later that everyone else got a completely different story? Well a big Ol' fuck you to those who didn't have the fucking balls to just tell me the god damned truth!!! well, not that I fucking know, I have to say that I felt the same, but now I'm fucking pissed because you couldn't just fucking say so!!!! This world has really pissed me of these past few weeks, and I really wish I could pay it back for this shit!!! Maybe one person at a fucking time...