As I get older, I often think back to all the silly and stupid shit that I've done or wanted to do. Sometimes I thank myself for being to lazy to do somethings... and then I slap myself for so many other things. Most of the slap me moments have to do with not taking someone up on an experience of sex.
Come to think of it, what the hell was I thinking when I was younger? I mean, I had fun. I had sex. But had I not been so hung up on all those stupid ideals of doing the right thing, then I would have said yes to so much more. But there's no use crying about it now, right. It's funny the idea that as we grow older we see the ridiculous follies of our youth.
I often wonder what I would have been like now if I had not been so hung up on stupid shit then? Would I still be the same person? Or would I have ended up being a person I would hate to be now?
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