Who knew? I didn't.
As I look back on my life, as I sometimes do, I usually start with the things I wish I had done. Often this is more like a collection of people I wish I had done. I think now and again about this one girl in particular that I turned down for the simple reason of her openness with her sexual conquests. But then again, most of the girls at the time that I knew were of the similar philosophy.
There was a night when I offered to take her home... I seem to recall another night a week or two before that night, when she offered to give me a blow job since the only girl I had been with up to that point wasn't into that. I declined. But it was the first thing on my mind when she got into my car after a night at the club. The plan changed from driving her home that night to waiting for the following day to take her to her mother's work. So she was going to stay with me that night.
I lived in the basement at my mother's house at this time, and there was this long outdoor couch in my room then. She tried to entice me into a bit of the ol' in-n-out... but I was not really wanting to because I was terrified what I may get having sex with her. Instead, we fell asleep on each other on the sofa. I think we kissed a couple of times, and I remember really wanting to... but....
Well, years later, I happened upon her on the Facebook, and though we did not become friends, she joined the group in support of my first nationally published book. I clicked to check out her profile, and wow! There were a couple of pics of her in some rather erotic clothes, and I suddenly regretted deeply that I passed up the opportunity to have some fun with her back in the day. Damn is she still sexy! Oh, well.
Well, life happens and passes... enjoy it while your there!
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