Sooo... you like vacuums too?

I've decided to drink tonight.  And evidently, Star Trek movies are on...  Next, Generations... ha!  Puns...

Okay, so with my drinking and depression, I am wondering about things like... i have no idea... um, so...

You know, I was listening to a song today on the way to get toilet paper and diapers and I had an epiphany.  (I'm told that people only have one or two in their lives... I feel that I have them on a weekly basis... perhaps I do not understand the word?)  The song was called "Alone" by a group called the Prophetess.  I saw them live, years ago.  They were heading somewhere and ended up doing a show at my local club.  It was awesome!  They were going to hang out with a group of people I was friends with, and was invited.  I had other plans.

Okay, so I was going to see this woman that I was trying to get together with.  She worked that night and I was to meat her at about 11:30 that night.  The show was over by 10:30, and I headed out to see this woman.  I waited for an hour after she was to meet me, and she never showed up.  I headed home, dejected and rejected.

I decided to see if the bands were still at the diner they were planning to hit that night.  They were there.  I ended up sitting with the lead singer of the band, "The last dance" and he told me to just forget about her.  He was right...

I ended up marrying that woman.  And now we're divorced.  We have a daughter together who I never see... and it tears me apart.  My life is a collection of regrets from that moment on... and I realized as I was driving home from that quick run to the store that I have made the worst decisions in my life when it pertains to women.

Okay, that was tragically shitty!